::Wednesday, March 31, 2004::
Lol....was blogging half-way then my bro came in and BUSTED.It was his turn to use the pc =/. I dont like this~(A.Jay style).Was going to ask el-faggo Josh whether he wanna blog a bit with me or something.We aint gay cunts.Lol up to u ya stinky cos now u and ron no longer blogging 2g4.Man....once again i cannot stress on the template that needs a changing!!!
Wah today i almost fked myself...literally...I was suppose to study for my Chem test yesterday but i was bumming around watching tv then read comics.After reading comics awhile my eyes was like -.- sleeepppp.I decided wth I worked hard for my lit lol give myself a rest before i start on Chemistry hahaha.Next thing u know BAM 7.50am from 11.30pm.I didn't bath,i didnt piss,i didnt even think and then i went "oh fuck....".The bus passes by in 5 mins,my hair might be afro for all i know,im half-naked with a retarded look on my face.Lol...i just grabbed my bag,shove in my chem notes,put on a decent set of clothes,take my wallet and run out of the house.The bus came,I went on,travelled to the train station.Only there did i start to re-orient myself and start to formulate a plan on how to "un-screw" myself in this situation where i might lose 5% of my overall Chemistry marks.I know what some of u are thinking....5% don't worry one lar,not that much.Your freaking wrong man....5% is ALOT of marks and if you'd stop to think about that 5% for a moment...break it down and evaluate its importance,im sure most of you would get nervous especially if u needed maybe 3 hrs minimum to get all that notes into ur head.The 5% is important becos for one thing,perhaps if u dont already realize that the 1st term of school is always the basic stuff...simple things u need to know,nothing overly hard.If u think about this for a moment this is an easy 5% considering IF you have studied.Once u reach term 2,3 & 4 where all the real sheet start piling up,you'll be slapping urself silly if you'd had lost this easy 5....dont u think so >_<.Another thing....the reason why they stress on overall is cos if u lose this,its gone ppl,your marks now will be over 95 instead of 100...the maximum if u work ur ass off and get full marks after u've lost this IS 95%.Imagine if you needed that 1-5% to boost ur overall just by a bit.Once again u'll be slapping urself silly.
Well....enough about breaking it down to see how important it is lol.This isnt an essay where I explain in detail and with examples the importance of 5%.Im sure by this time most of u are competent enough to think about it by yourself right? or am I wrong ^^V?.For once i decided to put to good use the 1 hr of tme i spent on the train.Took out my notes and just starting reading and reading and reading.I even forgot that when I read on moving vehicles i have a tendency to get a headache bordering on a minor migrane.I just kept on reading and reading cos 5% -.- is fkn obvious i didnt want to lose it.ANYWAYS,it ended ok(by my own thinking -.-).I was suppose to bring this girl out to see manga's and anime stuff at some shop but apparently im being ignored by the whole fkn school or at least my social circle which is very small lol.Im not going to ask her to the movies ok Josh,end of story. Not bad-mouthing ppl but it could be just me but lol Adeline was standing next to me and she didnt say a fkn word just walk past me.After the lit and now chem test obviously u would want to discuss how it was,wanted to ask her questions but hmmmm...just get the feeling she didnt want to talk to me so i left it at that.I think its just me lar -.- paranoid individual hahaha always making assumptions about things lol.Not healthy for the mind i tell u.
Went fkn around the city and to buy a network card.I had to travel back and forth cos i didnt have enough money to buy it.Lol its quite sad you know haha...i was only shown around the city ONCE by my cousin and thats the last i saw of him except for that 1 time when he needed a pc cos his blew so he had to come over.Once i fixed my other cousin's pc though,nvr saw him again.Had to go and explore here and there,walking around the city not knowing where to go...Im not much of a shopper,what more a spender,I couldn't be bothered to enter shops if i feel theres nothing i want but lol i guess we all have to adapt and make adjustments lol.I went to HMV ahhaa....got alot of English songs,DVD blah blah blah but no Asian stuff lol.The had a few anime DVD's tempting but im thinking i just find it online and get it. Saves my parents money that way i guess.Tomorrow got guitar class hahahaa have to go to the city for just an hr's lesson lol....Means travelling time of at least 3 hrs once again doing nothing lol.Its ok lar for guitar hahaha it is safe to say that im doing better...or at least im becoming better in guitar haha.There's one problem though -.- im still not used to reading the musical notes.To put it frankly I cant read for sheet and my teacher is sort of a perfectionist and he also mentions for me to move on from song to song to song in the book.Lol i got to remember to bring it tomorrow...i forgot to bring it the last time lol..
Ahhhhh and after all that typing and talking bout the past few days...ITS MY 1ST TERM HOLIDAYS MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.The leet!!!!!!!! Josh, you is no.4 soon nooboid, I is going to be no.1.The problem that will arise soon is about the number of things that i can do during the holidays.Hmmm...didnt build a good social life in the first term....meaning no friends, so going out would be a problem unless its alone.Hehe like this its better lar,Im not too keen on getting to know most of them lol.Strongly prejudice against the FUCKING singaporeans students.I hate their faces man....pisses me off hahahaa.There are a few exceptions but the rest i label as fktards.I think i mentioned too many times on why i hate them so im not going to again.Im thinking of getting back to working out haha...not to show off lar...but i just feel weak here and lately everyday when i come back my knees hurt and my muscles feel like ripping.I need to work them out and make them more flexible and durable.Even now its like stinging.Not only the legs lar...the whole freaking body lol i feel like jelly.Im just wondering why im not putting on weight hahahaha. I need more flesh in this body lol.Theres a sports centre exactly adjacent(spelling?) to my house so yea it might be a good place to start hehe.Hope age 16 is allowed or something haahha.
I think thats about for today hahaha...if motivated..I will change the template and also do a bit of changes haha...nobody wants to be dull right?
>> posted by | ^rei | on 9:10 PM.
::Tuesday, March 30, 2004::
MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!! THE BIACH YANG GARANG IS BECKZ!!!! ^^.As usual im lamer,lazier and more lovable then ever hahaha jk jk.Hmmmm...bro turn to use pc!!!! DOH pissing me off....im taking this oppurtunity to blog while he's in the shower! Got to go and type quick gogogogogo.Hmmm...this layout and song and pictures all outdated hahaha.I is needing to go for something simple like ronz haha cos lol nothing much happens in my blog anyways hehe just me ranting on bout my life which everybody wants hahaha once again jk lol.I is the HYPE-R!
I had my Literature and Maths test today hahaha....what can I say I dropped da bomb baby~~ cept for maths lar....where the bomb was dropped.I not even sure if i can get one answer correct haha thats how unsure I am about my work but its ok no point whining about it now! Sides it doesn't count as its just a practice test but still i would like to show that i made an attempt and effort.Don't wanna give the wrong impression im lazy even though i am.Haha being mocked about being lame in GB and in life lol.No matter! I ain't lame right guys?!!?!?!? hahaha >_
Hmmmmmmm.....Chem test tomorrow then after that I is the free until April 19th.Leeettttt~!!Wei Josh,u stinky,u no more blog kan faggo? Blog with me lar sheet bro coming back.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 7:43 PM.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not going to make much difference if i post now right? Most ppl think im dead oredi anyways hahahaha.Its cool~ >_
Haha....after today which is Tuesday,got Literature and Maths 1 test....the Maths 1 isnt counted as results but literature is,so the pressure for working really hard on that isnt really there....but i just dont want to give a bad impression that im stupid and a fkn lazy retard...which in fact i really am haha...Sad really,i find that i never want to even touch my books,the thought of books is just...well...not worth thinking about so i bum around the house wasting my time and end up regretting not studying or doing a piece of work.Haha....uberly regret not doing my maths..if not i got at least a vague picture of wtf is going to come out in the practice test...but its ok..i did do the 1st set of work and from there on i dunno how to do the rest so its not really my fault ye? lol...sif.Anyways enough about my ranting on about my exams cos if i fked it i fked it,GG no RE.Can't cry over spilt milk now can you?
After today i got Chemistry test which also like Literature accounts for 5% of overall marks....ahahaha and i know Jack shit bout Chemistry cos i always fall asleep in lectures no matter what i do...drink coffee,sleep early...they just not working...the lecturer always always puts me to sleep....which is good for me...but bad for my studies cos im not paying any freaking attention.Well it sux lar...hahaha just to finish my Psychology essay which is only 500 words i had to skip 4 lectures cos I dont have any fkn free periods.... -.- stupid guy man...go and take 4 electives when he knows he is dam lazy....what a retard...hope this test will give me the slap i need to be put more effort than i have oredi put in.
Hmmm....somehow i ended up talking bout more studies -.-...must be its the only thing on my mind....preparing for my Literature test tomorrow....reviewing the dam Poems were suppose to be writing our essays on....and also thinking of a way im going to cramp in all my maths if not im going to fail and get fked.Not good...still talking bout my studies....Hmmm....had drama class today and was suppose to present a Mime which was compulsory.I didnt know u had to intergrate a letter into ur Mime so i kinda got very nervous haha but its all good...the teacher in charge was lenient and gave me a 9.25/10. WOOT!!!! must work harder next term ahahha.
SWEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!! After today and tomorrow Im going to have my term holidays which is until the 19th hahahahaha.Josh....I = gonna make u eat my dust in ranking for GB.You hear that no.4? Gonna be eating my dust nooblar.Hahahahaha better get back to doing some more work.WORK WORK WORK!!!!
>> posted by | ^rei | on 12:18 AM.
