::Wednesday, April 28, 2004::
hehehe finally i blogged.. i won't come up wif any excuses.. coz i know u guys will sure diss it anyway.. so yeah.. anyways im still new to this blog stuff.. just uncomfortable wif it haha oh wellz here it goes..
man.. my exams are in like 3 weeks.. time just flies.. one moment i was just starting at JIS, next thing u know.. it has come to almost the end of my Year 12.. im not especially looking forward to another year in JIS.. alot of ppl will have left.. and considering the amount of frens i have there.. so yeah.. man.. back to being a loner >.< maybe im just in a down mood right now... maybe im still depressed over a "hip hoppa eating nasi lemak sit outside jollibee" (yea josh ^.~) heh..
oh well.. 3 weeks to stop my procrastination.. 3 weeks to buck up.. just hope i'll do well.. well tht's it i guess.. time to think of more stuff to say in my next post..
>> posted by | rain_ | on 12:47 AM.
::Tuesday, April 27, 2004::
Haha....my days just flow by but the time itself feels longer and longer. My days now are slow and dull yet it passes by so normally,so...coldly. I doubt im troubled,i might be depressed then yet again i could be just having the blues? As i mentioned above my days haha not really worth mentioning. Its like a cycle or routine i've gotten use too. The faces,the train,the tram,the school ground,the work and also the time. Lately i've been looking at my watch alot of times,practically everywhere. Today my watch died on me haha.
I guess thats why today just felt more longer than the others =/...cos i couldnt tell the time and just very eager to get the day over with. I'm still being optimistic of finding good friends to mingle with and get a social life here in Australia. I find it quite hard though. I think its just me being picky with the people i choose to hang out with. Its not that non of them meet the standards(whatever this is that i've unconsciously set or consciously set). I mean there is the basic connection but i just dont feel the link going any further than basic u know =/? Haha...adapt would be the most common response if i asked ppl about it. Haha...its been quite awhile since i just sat down and think bout my life throroughly(spelling?) but when you've got hardly anything to do other than work or on the train, u can't help but think bout ur life. I mean u could choose to just stare blankly at nothing...but thats not really progressive though it works at times.
I mean lets say you're driving a car at 140km/hr. Your going this fast on the road. There's buildings,a park,a school,a gym,trees,traffic lights,ad signs...whatever, just imagine ur driving at 140km/hr along a road full of stuff like this and the occasional scenery and people walking along the pathways. If your going this fast,its highly unlikely that your gonna take notice of your surroundings or the environment yet alone the minor details like say a couple walking along the street. Think about it....if you were driving at say 50 or 60 km/hr you wouldnt be so focused on the road but you would be able to take into consideration the surroundings,the environment,the couple walking on the street. You would be able to take in all the detail and more likely remember. Most of all you would have time to THINK about these things whereas if u were driving past at 140 km/hr across such a place,you wouldnt be able to. If we related this to life,most people are on the fast lane at 140. Their so caught up in one thing or things they do that they dont stop and think. Haha...i know the people going at 140 all the time will eventually burn out ^^. So once in awhile go at 60. Switch to the slow lane...cruise at 60 for awhile....regain ur bearing,think bout ur life for a moment,set your priorities straight once again if you've strayed. Lol....frankly speaking i think no one will understand wth im trying to say here cos i can't put my story into words....but its nothing complex so yea...im sure most of u all know this oredi but it doesnt hurt to be reminded ^^.
Lol...i wanted to say things but i cant remember or put them in words...haha im sorry,just gonna end this post with no meaning.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 12:03 AM.
::Friday, April 23, 2004::
Wanna know the reason why Josh isnt posting in the blogs!?!!!? ITS COS HE SUXORSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~
,,!,. u nooboid, I OWN U 20-0. YOU SUX MUAHAHAHHAA. Go back to ur Corner and start wanking bitch nyek nyek nyek~~~.
Mind me, its 4 am, i need to get up at 7 to prepare for lab at 9 am. At this very moment,the lights are off and my face is near the monitor. I oredi msg someone to give me a wake up call if we have lab so i can sleep soundly. Whereas CUNT FACE JOSH can't cos i owned him too badly tonight and now he won't be able to sleep. Nightmares of me owning him 24/7. It's called the ^rei syndrome. Ph3ar me cunt-boy hahhahahahaha jk jk. This should get u posting u lazy fk.
Laterz~
>> posted by | ^rei | on 3:37 AM.
::Thursday, April 22, 2004::
Hahaha its been awhile since i posted ^^ and i don't seem to see any others posting but its most probably cos their busy with work i guess. Thats my excuse for not posting these past few days hahaha. I've just been going to school and doing work and other things. After i post im gonna listen to some mp3's for a bit then going to get down to business and finish this EAP homework that i received on Tuesday and also finally get that poem on my Country done. You have to write it in this certain form of like personafication kinda thing. Well it wont be too hard just coming up with words although there wont be much meaning if i just write a poem out of the blue.
Was scared crapless for the Mime but it turns out that we didnt have another Mime performance but we did practice how to improvise by playing Theatresports as they call it. Its something like what you see on "Whose Line Is It Anyway?". Yea those kinda things >_<. Had a freaking hilarious time with my team as it was a 4 member team and it was all guys. We ended up talking bout crap that didnt make sense like people getting horny in the park and doing it cos they read this erotic book and so on and so on. Hahahah too hard to put into words but it was a great start for the new term.
I got back a few test papers later on in the week like my Chem and Bio results. For bio i got 39/45 which is around 86.7% but its only a practice test so it doesnt count =......( and i studied so hard hahahah....For Chem it wasnt as good as i hoped for but given the time frame in which i studied which was about 1hr on the train while i was on the way to sit for the test cos i fell asleep the previous day and ended up not studying, i'd say i did fairly well scoring 38/50. Hahaha im not too picky with marks lar,not at the point where im serious about my life i think =/,i'm just laying back for now. Time will come.
I guess thats about it for school work. I've got a guitar lesson today and im not totally prepared with the music notes but i pray i do get through with what i got. Since school started and im coming home at the usual 7 PM. Watch a little tv,take a shower,have a lil break after an exhausting day, its mostly around 9 ish and by that time my cuz would be hitting the sack so i can't actually get to practice as the fag needs his sleep and my unc might start whining and all sorts of reasons come up as to why i should not practice playing the guitar after i come home. The dilemma is if i cant play it when i get home and i cant play it in the morning or afternoon seeing as i dont have any free periods cept 1 which i spent getting more rest for a tough school Monday then when can i actually get to practice? Hahahaha oh well, things have a way of working themselves out.
Oh man.....im gonna have to seriously bitch bout the Sg ppl again now and i will be hypocritical i know but i need to get it out of my system hahaha. Too much fkn Sg can ruin your life ^^. Goodness.....from when school re-opened they've done nothing but whine and talk behind our backs when they have a fkn chance too. I got new students in most of my classes from the April accelerated and yea...u guessed it ppl, more Sg to go around in the fkn room....just great. I was unfortunately placed in the group with the new students and man were they fkn stiff -.- me and another fren were trying to discuss the questions given and help them out understanding and they fkn give us the shrug and "yea, sure" , "oh, ok" , "i see". WTF MAN and when u ask them whether they understand they say yes. CIBAI u think were fkn blind kar? 1 look at your dam retarded expression on your face gives it away that u dont understand wth were trying to say but u have to go and be Sg by being stubborn and saying yes u do. Jeez man your indirectly fkn insulting us right in front of our faces.
Fk that wasnt bad enough i had to sit beside more Sg fktards who can't stop shutting the fk up when the lecturer is explaining. I wasn't listening to the boring lecturer either and i was just falling asleep but at least i have the fucking decency not to disturb those who wanted to study and sit there and sleep quietly. Mother fkn cunts couldnt stfu for one sec which annoyed the lecturer and also affected the class not to mention as im sitting next to them i couldnt get any fkn sleep even if i wanted too. Best thing yet, 15 mins before lecture ends they decide to play truant and skip the last 15 mins -.- WHAT A BIG FKN DIFFERENCE THAT MAKES!! Fkn hell why didnt u just not show ur gay ass faces in the 1st place and u had to sit beside me.....kan ni nia wtf man then u swear as if ur all dam cool. Fk u all lar dicks, i have to admit ur country is great but your ppl are fked up man. Your drinking too much distilled water and not enough minerals are getting to ur fkn head to develop past your huge egos and small dicks.
Doh......made me swear a bit.....dam Sg.... Anyways,Chua,I don't know how much JIS has messed with your brain but don't start swearing man....its not healthy and if u swear in school then like that lor =/ not like im ur dad or anything and im being hypocritical cos i swear more than you breathe. Swearing is the equivalent to drugs for me -.- and to put it short it hasnt had any positive impact on my life other than me using it as an escape for stress and anger. Thats the short summary. Im running short on time but i'll be posting more soon....
>> posted by | ^rei | on 12:15 AM.
::Monday, April 19, 2004::
hey pplss. well now its kinda late.. so yea havent blog yesterday one also...
few daysago.. went gadong with Jis-ers friends.. watch Super Sapiens at the mall.. kinda nice but still dont get the story.. Blur man.. after that went to Pizza Hut makan.. sampai kenyang!!!!. then got home play Ballers - Ps2 games.. nice game.. 1 v 1.. lots of And1 games..
so today.. just a typical school day.. just finished my 1000 words essay.. man never done that before in my life lah.. so terrrible.. its like u got stuck somewhere in the middle and need to put more points.. stupid essay.. Pity some people have to do within 24 hours if they didnt passed up their essay on time.. HAHAHa.. LALALa.. Just stay back at school with my friend.. supposed my friend have to do her work but yea she malas... hehe.. Met Juls and Yas in the library.. have a great talk.. so bored.. Man.. the internet in jis sucks man.. cant visit lots of site.. Paloi.. fckin hate it... (sorry rei if i swear) haha... Later got home, play ballers again.. very Nice game i say.. CHat in MSn.. like crazy i guess.. guess i was so bored.. sing songs..Clay Aiken - the way.. Kinda a nice song.. Well yea i'll think i'll do my homework now.. must be hardworking.. yea.. thats all.. nite nite.. PEace A.C
>> posted by | Alex | on 10:36 PM.
<------ lol guys visit this site, hahah i got it off friendster,some forward, who cares hahaha but our names are freaking funny man!!!!! Just check it out hahahaha.
I tried entering 2 different combinations of my name and what i got were:
1)
Mervyn - Master Wizard
2)
Mervyn Chong - Lazy-assed Menace
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH thats so bloody true man. I checked out all of u fags using the same order and u guys had ok ok names. I guess thats about it for this post hahahaha just got nothing to do atm.
*bzzzzz* Lazy-assed Menace wishing u all a lazy-ass day~~~ *bzzzzzz*
>> posted by | ^rei | on 7:17 PM.
No one post today and yesterday? =/ wah TTBC ya all of u gays. All the hard work so i can post alone again is it!?!? I didnt even see any of u nerds online today wth man...ur porn more important than me kar? Haha jk. Crap lar 2.34 am and i still havent prepare for my Mime which is today in fact =/ I've thought of many things to do for my Mime but i just can't get myself to perform it!!!! All the things that i think of make me look like a retard. Man....talk about self-conscious....saddening hahaha or could it be that im just paranoid and making myself self concsious -.- Hopefully i make it through lar or even better the teacher forgets hahaha, that would be sweet~ now wouldnt it.
Read my Literature Book and it wasnt as bad as it couldve been. Interesting short stories that have twists in it but im not going to bore ya all with details lol. Doubt any of u would wanna give it a read but the book is called Interpreter of Maladies, for any lit junkies out there who wouldnt mind another book to dissect or whatever.
Sheet its 3am liao, was practicing and trying out a few of the ideas that i had for my Mime =/ all of them doesnt look good haha....Oh well the real Mime test over last term oredi so its ok to screw up in this one ahahaha. Gonna go to bed now......watch 1 more anime ep 1st >_< .
>> posted by | ^rei | on 2:30 AM.
::Saturday, April 17, 2004::
Muahaha today's aint suppose to be my turn to be using the pc but my bro went to the city with some of his friends so im hogging it >_< V. I was suppose to be practicing for my Mime and also reading up on my Literature Book which for both i have done nothing at all hahahaha. I also havent even written a Poem im suppose to be writing about my country and sheet. All of these counts for participation haha and i havent prepared. No big deal still got tomorrow haha then Monday school re-opening and I have to see all the Sg fuckers whine bout their life and shyt.
Once again if life was so fkn great back in Sg why the hell u bother to come here? Parents too bloody rich is it? Or do they need to get rid of u so that they can get it on more at night without u being there? Jeez....as if i dont have enough whining from
Josh (lil^dicky) oredi, i get more whiners and also sulkers. Randy i believe now falls in the sulker category and I have to say this man, ur not the only fkn guy in the world with problems and issues so stop acting like a bitch and get a life ^^.
Hmph~ haha might be harsh and i might not know the whole fkn story but its nothing new to me. Been there, done that. Lol i have problems too, if its something i need to share then i do and if its not i fix it myself and get on with my life. Eventually if u have my memory which i assure u is very bad then u'll forget about it in no time hahaa. Ed, your pc fix oredi or not? If it isnt then stop wanking and fix it hahahah jk. =/ not very eventful day today as u can tell from the topic. Eat, play online game and eat more.
Hohoho when my bro come back then i guess i either read my literature book or read my Manga. Might even prepare for my Mime but very unlikely. Freaking lazy to play PristonTale again for the rest of the day haha. So ironic when i need to buy better items then no one sells them lol. Wasted 6 hrs of my life again on this game so far. Its ok haha its only temporary,when WoW comes out hahaha then i stop PT and play WoW. PT's too dam laggy at night anyways and i can only game at night. I guess i go practice guitar now.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 8:48 PM.
woooooo another place to share some thoughts!
>> posted by | rain_ | on 12:29 AM.
::Friday, April 16, 2004::
Hahahaha!!!!!! EVERYTHINGS CHANGED!!!!!!! Well.....all the important things anyways =). We changed the site address also btw and its now this as u see hahahaa. What do u think about the Background? Leet? No? Hahaha its done by Josh...yes u all know him, the faggot 4-eyed nerd hehehe thats him >.< V. This site atm is being shared by 3 people so far. Me,Josh and Ed aka Worm. Johan and Julian might be blogging with us too and thats how I came up with the website address =/ I hope it isnt too long for u to pronounce or type hahahah but it just came to mind.
Nerd took a very long time to finish the Background so pls compliment him hahahaha he needs it very much after all the hard work he has done but im sure since he has 4 eyes he'll be fine. Nothing much going on today for me other than wake up,eat lunch then play online games till around 5. Log on to Msn and found Nerd working on the BG that you see above hahaha and give him a lil help...well any help i could give lar hahaha. Practice guitar today and i kinda got a lil stiff in the left wrist after practicing hahaha cos i was playing the same tune for like 30-40mins,just the A and E minor hahaha but i couldnt resist...it sounded so soothing >.<
Unfortunately for me its oredi at night and i cannot play PristonTale cos during this time its fkn badly and i dont like lag haaha (nobody who plays online games does anyway!!!). Thats about it for now lar =/ nothing much to say cos there isnt very much that i did today. Hmmm...my uncle is complaining about me as usual again but i dont want to bore and rant about him anymore lar hahaha. Wasting time ^^
>> posted by | ^rei | on 9:06 PM.
hey yo... wel this is my 1st time blogging in this site man... well this josh forcing me to join.. yea y not.. mayb its fun.. i dunnno lah.. yea got a hard time to get invitation to this blog and this ah rei send once more.. bugger cibai joshua dont want to resent.. patients is the key.. apa lerr..
Well today at school is ok lah.. not much difference.. but much way better than SAS.. haha.. dont know why.. just got my maths result back.. kimda satisfy and believe me.. i never got that high marks before.. u can ask josh, rei and everyone how much i got while i was back in SAS.. yea i got 70 man.. ITS UNBELIEVABLE MAN!!!.. whoo hoo.. food in Jis is much better than SAS but i miss K.A. .. and curry laksa.. still remember how it taste man..ahaa today i had chicken rice.. quite ok lar...
Yea.. yesterday prince billah came to our school... One thing.. he didnt came to our class.. my phy guru very marah berabis man...we didnt bring our books so he PMS like ^rei... haha jk.. btw today get to play trampoline at school.. i was jumping quite hight almost can touch the rim!! still not good at it man... yea i guess that's all for now man.. Nite nite ppl... hah.. Cheers..
>> posted by | Alex | on 8:45 PM.
As you can see the template has changed!!!!! The background will change soon hahaha just that this was the background that came with the template,Si KUTCHER~~. Indicating that this WILL be my last solo post and I will be accompanied by my friends in a group-blog hahaha. We have no idea for the blog name but wth 'In time all things come into place'. ^^ the other members will be Josh,Jo,Julz,Ed and maybe Ranz but currently ranz is a 50-50 since he oredi got his own web =/. Anyways the more the merrier hahaha. It's been fun talking to myself all this while in my blog hahahaa and those that actually visit it thx haha. I don't have a counter cos later i would get paranoid over the number of ppl visiting haha.
Anyways, first of all...I FINALLY GOT MYSELF GTO MANGA BOOK 17!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!. I took my time reading and it took 5 hours to finish it cos i was just enjoying the book,the art,the story,the everything of GTO. I AM A GTO JUNKIE~ -PERIOD-. All of your fkn opinions dont matter cos GTO IS THE LEET and if u think otherwise then aights~ just dont bitch about it to me >_< V cos i dont want to fkn know. Im currently trying to keep long hair now hahaha in an attempt to just see how it feels and looks. Heres my theory on why im keeping long hair, there is a possibility that i might go bald in the near future during the later years of my adult life so might as well enjoy while i can and grow grow grow!!. After i finish schooling i might go GTO style muahahaha although i don't think a slightly brown skin guy looks good in blonde,i just dont see it happening u know what i mean =/ but it might be worth a shot haha. I might get the piercings too hehe.
Lol i've already considered that when i get a chance to drive im not getting a Car Im a gonna get meself a Bike!! I have my reasons hahaha and one of them is i don't need to send ppl anywhere and even if i do the maximum is 1 >.< hehehe. Everyone has a role model in life whether fictional or real-life so im taking that im a normal person *Cheers!!*
^rei is also human ahhaha. Don't mind me =) its almost 4am and im feeling good cos i just read GTO and i bought another manga book something called "Juvenile Orion", no idea what its about but the artwork seems good and the little intro on the back cover sounds promising. What? Im just a sucker for manga ^^ ones that interest me of cos. Problem is im not rich =( so i have to limit and refrain from buying the whole store =(. Like i said im just a sucker for manga....and also anime...and jap songs...and jap chicks....and their language...and Japan =).
Alright alright enough bout my obssession with Jap stuff hahaha >.< so want to learn the language but =/ so many things to do so lil time u know? Well i pray theres still plenty of time in my life to do all of them ^^. I had guitar lesson again today and woot i feel good cos teacher complimented me that i was improving nicely *head swells* but then he gave me many H-wrk =.= Oh well need to practice soon cos i got many songs that i need to memorize but im just a beginner so dont think im learning all that leet music just yet but i promise u i WILL and i want to play good music too hehe so that i can ease off stress and sooth my mind when i feel lost. I believe i turn to God when i feel lost but sometimes u just feel that he's given u so many qualities and made u very unique that at times u dont need to ask him for the obvious right? You just got to look for it yourself =), afterall he did give u a brain right, whats the point of running to Daddy or Mummy for every single problem or everytime u fall down you expect them to pick u up. I think we can pick ourselves up =/ its just that were too lazy or dependant on others but all of this is just what i think of cos haha.
At the moment im thinking to myself that my style of writing in a blog is quite strange =/ its feels like im more of ranting,blabbing and lecturing instead of writing bout my life or things that occurred today and yada yada yada. =/ i dont know but wtf lar hahaa this is my way of writing and thats that. Crap stomach acting up again *UGGGHHH* i just took a dump a while ago and now i need to make one again hahaha i wonder if the food im eating has anything to do with it =/.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 3:33 AM.
::Tuesday, April 13, 2004::
OHHHHHHHHH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDNNNNNNNNNESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH MAN! This is freaking pissing me off really quickly. Whenever i want to do something or play some MMORPG the servers fk up or u need to pay or u need to blah blah blah. BLOODY ANNOYING MAN ';-;'! Anyways haha, haven't posted in awhile cos im too busy playing game or practicing my guitar. The server is so laggy that i cut 1 time and wait at least 1 min before i even know the enemy loses life. It explains why im here blogging actually =/. Ahhhh....today is one of those rare days when all of the guys actually got 2g4 to chat it up. Just a coincidence i guess but it was fun nonetheless. JOSH HUNG anyone? Hehehehehee.
The stupid thing is i didn't ask them what we were going to do about the blog!!!! DOHHHHHHHHH now we have to wait for the next time we chat which is very rare nowadays seeing as to all of us are busy busy busy. Makes me nostalgic and its somewhat ironic you know. The guys,us R.s, bunch of lazy fags who never does work and now we are working our asses off just trying to make the cut while the fkn smart asses....well who gives a fk about them hahahaha not sif i care but i do know some of them are getting lazier. You have to admit is ironic isnt it? =/
Hahaha enough bout that,im sure well come up with something for the blog. Hmmm..today i had guitar lesson which started off horribly as usual,with me making mistake after mistake after mistake. I dont know how the teacher puts up with ppl like me who keeps on making mistakes. Must have an incredible amount of patience to put up with me. If i were the teacher i wouldve snapped -.-! Guess this means i still need to work on my temper problem seeing as to im short tempered hahaha. I've been working on it for awhile now and Josh is too >.< V. Haha....its funny how were always in the same boat lol. Thats a metaphor btw hehe.
Other than guitar lesson and the game SERVER lagging and lagging there isn't really anything much that happened during my holidays hahaha. As usual and as anyone who knows me would suspect i dont really do much in my life hahaha but im fine with that and my friends are fine with that hahaha or at least i think they are hehehe =). I might go out tomorrow cos of the Easter Sale thingy which means DISCOUNT DISCOUNT DISCOUNT %%%%%%%%!!!!! Hahahaha but im very lazy to even go out and shop for stuff. Aights thats about it for today, now i need to write up some leetox testimonial for people haahhahah. How does "U stink?" sound? Good enough testimonial?
>> posted by | ^rei | on 2:27 AM.
::Saturday, April 03, 2004::
Hehehe ';-;' today isn't suppose to be my turn to use the pc but my brother is away at Church so i seized the chance to use it >_< V. That is the reason why im blogging so early. Right now outside in the living hall, just seperated by a door are my cousin and his friends =/. I had to go out to the living hall to get my dinner and had to meet them. Honestly speaking i didnt want to even see their faces and would much like to avoid any contact with them. Lol...i dont want to socialize with his friends and sides i wouldnt want to cos of the age difference and also cos their my cousins friends and he's having a sort of get together here. One of his friends was calling me 'Champ' and obviously to be polite i just smiled so i dont offend him lol. Inside i was thinking wth? Champ O_o? Many comeback lines came to mind but i discarded them -.- dont wanna say anything.
I refused the offer to dine with them =/ just didnt look right all age 24 ish ppl eating and drinking wine with a 16 year old eating at their side. They were swearing all over but that doesnt matter I know i swear more lol but they dont know that so hehehe. I think my first impression to them was the nerdy type persona but who cares hahaha not like im going to see them again. I didn't bother to wear much other than what i oredi had on,which were my sleeveless vest and shorts. Its 18 degrees so i can relate as to why they were all wearing sweaters,jackets and such. That could be the reason they call me champ ?_? i dont know hahaa.
I've made a few minor changes in the template but i still cant seem to find a good skin for multiple bloggers as me and the guys might be blogging on one. Haha must sound gay i guess but yea who cares as long it keeps us in touch and informed on whats happening in our lives now that were all in different schools, in my case country. Not very eventful day as usual even though its the holidays,all i do is continue to wait for the dl of the file to finish which is continued off yesterday and practice my guitar. Gonna motivate myself to do much more useful things like study and keep healthy ^^V. Thats about it for today hahaha.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 7:58 PM.
::Friday, April 02, 2004::
Ahhhh....hahaha >_<. Hmmm...im sort of calm now after that noobish flash of temper in the previous post haha... Lol im really thankful i decided to take up Guitar lessons haha cos while i was being a lil angry and had nothing to do as the R.s group seems to be busy lol i picked up my guitar and played some tunes, practicing for my next lesson. While i was practicing haha i was so concentrated on making it sound right,no buzz,no gaps,no mistakes that i just forgot my anger ^^. I guess i couldve just listened to my mp3's on the pc but atm Im not having any leet ones and the ones i have I dont wanna overplay it otherwise it'll ruin the song quality..but thats just me haha. So if any of u got any nice ones send ya? Hehe.
Now that I'm calm lol i can post properly and will remember to sort of do a back-up in case i put all my effort into posting and blog screws me up again hahaha. Hmmm...what was i mentioning in that post...oh yea for starters it seems that back home in Brunei the gays are going to be starting school soon, this coming Monday was it? Haha my hols just started and yours are about to end, crapzors. Not good timing hahaha as i said before you guys must be busy with your workload now huh hehe. Haha don't wanna make myself paranoid but today i realized a way to motivate myself whenever i feel lazy hehe so thats a good thing that happened today.
Ahhhhhhh.....i was also talking about this dl of a 4.5 gig anime that I've been dl'ing on-off for days which bites big time cos I dont want to have my uncle breathing down my neck about leaving the pc on 24/7. Haha...if it was back in Brunei my pc wouldve never been turned off lol not saying im rich but haha...im just so used to having my pc on 24/7, come home and i just switch on the monitor and YOSH online liao. Grrrr about the dl it stinks man....been almost a week liao since i've tried to get it completed, i saved up 4 gigs last month just to dl it for last mth and save up on my bandwidth limit this month but apparently my cousin and brother used 2 gigs of my bandwidth and now i have to carry it over to this month =/. This is bad lar haha i've oredi use 1.7 gigs and its only been 2 days lol. That doesn't bode well with me lol cos i use 3 gigs for 22 days for the month of March and now im using 1.7 in 2 days. LOL WHAT HAPPEN TO MY LEET HANDLE AND CONTROL!?!?!
Anyways I'll figure a way out to stop using so much bandwidth lol. Obviously that means i need to cut down and do selective downloading of anime ONCE again as in the previous month haha. Hmmm...oh yea, apparently i got a compliment from my guitar teacher commenting that my fingers are the ideal kinda for playing guitar lol. Hehe >_< don't u just feel good when u find out that u have something somewhat IDEAL lol cos i nvr had the skills for most things i do =( which isnt a good thing for my self-esteem. So i should work hard in becoming a good guitar player ^^! There is ONE flaw for my fingers though....errr...my middle finger is somewhat long? HAHAHAHA which is a bad trait cos it affects my handle on the strings, not alot but it does tend to get in the way at times lol. I know that generally EVERYONE has long middle fingers bleh so obviously my middle finger is longer. DUH right? Haha i don't know lar it just affects it somehow but its cool i learning to overcome problems 1 by 1 >_<.
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Hahaha!! I just remembered i was talking bout b-ball in the post that didnt make it lol. Ye....i cant help it if im on the pc all the time. The reason behind this, not sure if i've mentioned this but its my cousin lol. Everyday when i get back at 7 his car will already be parked in the garage and I won't be able to play ball. The last time I went on to just play while his car was there i accidentally hit it and the car alarm went off. He came storming out complaining -.- haha how do u expect me to play if u dont move ur car? Well my uncle told him that for me before i was about to say it myself hahaha but then woot his reply was too lazy to move the car =/. Bloody hell then u angry at me for hitting it when ur the lazy butt who doesnt want to move it in the 1st place? Saddening..., so i spend most of my time on the pc and lol uncle busts me and whines about the electricity bill cos im using the pc alot, i on the light alot....lol dont u bloody care bout my eyes u scrooge?!?! Haha...stinks lar, know why my eldest bro ditched this place for somewhere closer in the city but that option has also been cancelled out thanks to him.Long story lol...dont wanna go through it another time >_<.
Hehehe! Patience is a good asset to have ,no? Not as much as the post i didnt post but the content is less and so is the profanity haha cos the previous post i had lots i think. ^^ not bragging but if u've noticed i hardly used or perhaps didnt use at all any profanity other than the minor ones but lol if ur gonna whine about that, i'll seriously smack u for being another Jerica or Chee Peng. One last thing, I know i've mentioned about template and HOPEFULLY FOR GOODNESS SAKE a different song lol i am left powerless cos i went to blogskins and was searching but nothing matched and there seems to be a problem when i do put the template on...it comes out wrong lol so yea give me a lil more time. There is a possibility that R.s will be blogging 2g4 <---- ALI G , AIGHT~~~. So stay tuned? Can i say that? or is it only used on tv? O_o so what im using it anyways.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 11:59 PM.
Wah cibai lar fkn blog....i did one whole fkn post then my internet fkd up...cibai lar wtf man...pissing me off even more.Im oredi not in the fkn mood and now this fkn shyt happens. How much more do i have to fkn waste my fkn life ler? 3 hrs on the fkn public transport system which sucks cock not enough is it? Need to waste 1 more fkn hr blogging and the post doesnt fkn come out? WTF MAN
Been at the pc for since 10 am and all i've done is played GB,watch a lil anime and get frustrated thinking bout my previous post where i fkn typed alot of shit up. Nabei now i know why i stopped blogging for a whole fucking month and kept saving my previous posts before i do it bcos for some fkn reason when i always forget blogspot likes to fk me up. Thats my FKN post for today...when i dont type seriously the blog nvr fks up cibai.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 10:24 PM.
Lol....quite sad whenever its my turn to fkn use the pc, for some reason, they nvr here hahaha. I've been at the pc since 10am this morning and havent met with any of them. Maybe a brief chat but lol NO GAMING!!?!??!?! Thats the most important part hahahaha. I was looking through quite a number of templates just now and all of them were fked up lar when i put it on. No idea why it goes nuts so i guess i sticking to this same template for the mean time haha..
Pretty uneventful day considering its the holidays...doh...the position of the dam bloody gay computer has been pissing me off since day one when i arrive...I'm a considering cleaning up and rewiring all the connections to move the pc to the other side cos right now its pissing my legs off cos i got not enough movement space.No idea what the guys are doing right now but i bet their fkn around by my thinking haha.Their hols gonna end this week lol so gg no re u noobs. DAHHHH....I HAVE CABLE CONNECTION AND THE DL IS MOVING SO DAM SLOWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.- its been days and i still haven't gotten this 4 gig shyt and its really been raping my connection...Crap lar...if this was Brunei i could just leave the pc on just to dl,after 2 or 3 days i get it liao. Here almost a week and i still haven't gotten it. No one is seeding wah! Cibai they seed for all the hentai they dont seed for the anime wtf man.
Yesterday had guitar lesson, I was late but luckily my teacher didn't screw me haha...for this im blaming the dam train which said EXPRESS but was stopping at all stations O_O wth? Instead of 40-50 mins express i had to go on the train for an hour then take the tram which was noob ass slow for another 15 mins. Lol 2 mths and im still not use to the service....why? cos the thought of spending 3 hrs of my freaking life everyday on public transport keep ringing in my head... Haha for guitar i FEEL im getting better and better once again lol. Asked the teach what the musical notes meant and went OHHHH, so yea i learnt new stuff. I also learn that i had to so called 'file' my nails to produce better music hahaha. Lol and i can finally pride myself in having something nice haha. My guitar teacher said my fingers and nails ARE the best type for guitar >_
I find it strange that ppl keep commenting on how fast my hair grows and i also notice that my nails grow fast BUT I never grow in weight and height?? Im not up to Josh's eating standards but I think i fall short of just 1 or 2 levels from him in eating so why in the nooblar am i not putting on any weight? Is it cos of high metabolism ?_? I wonder hehe. I do know that among the whole R.S I drink the most water lol but that also means i piss alot hahahaha. Hmmmm...doing nothing much lately, i considered working out but i nvr get up in time or other factors always come into play. I might consider actually studying?(HAHAHAHA).. but yea i might do that since theres nothing else to do. Not sure if i've mentioned this but I can't play ball cos of my fkn lazy cousin who doesnt move his fkn car as he's lazy. This means no ball cos im always afraid i would hit the car which i did once and his dam alarm came on. He came out and started whining and bitching then my unc told him to move the car loh but he said lazy lol. I was right there and i was thinking wtf man... You guys say i spend too much time on the pc and wasting ur fkn electric bill cos i on the light as i dont want to spoil my eyes any fkn further and when I wanna play ball u dont move the dam car? WTF man... I've bitched to my mum about moving to the city and she flipped back home in Brunei saying how ungrateful I am....haha...maybe I am? Who knows? Can u judge me?
I think I've mentioned some of the stuff above before but im just bitching about it again -.- haha...well sue me, I have bad memory and im cranky atm so fk off.
>> posted by | ^rei | on 9:53 PM.
